Enough (Ballad of sufficiency)

Enough (Ballad of sufficiency)

""All my nerves pervious as a face mask

Hand sewn from scraps of frayed restraint.

a Fear of outside's embrace, a narrow path I thread.

from swarms of atoms to swirling galaxies.

I clutch fragments of wisdom, once so vast,

As I journey through change, both slow and fast.

From atoms to galaxies, my thoughts take flight,

In this cosmic dance, through the endless night.

And again I walked, miles surfed onto robust forest of my Dead-driven agonies

I paid my sight , it dissolved through my solitude, felt like I felt anything once again,

insofar and continued walking,

arrived yet never truly arrived.

how many of them are enough?

Constant is a lie , Not all stayed some swayed,

those who left incomplete reliance went flying off.

asked for help stayed for stayed for stars,

with no flak of life they stolen some light ,

what is there ? 

only a vacuum of absence , hammer to shatter the frozen sea of ignorance within, 

again I'll say compliance Is dead.

Perhaps There's no Light at the end of the tunnel.

The sonic mesmerization, in shadows, I weep

Seems to tossed me away ,

Just like A Hunger Quenched,

A Deep sea longing to ask 

How many words still lying in throat ?

Or I'll perish with no ink again ?

How much love is enough to become a human again,

to find solace as a tortoise within one's own shell,

How many deaths are suffice to live again?.. or how many deaths are enough to be a star once more?"

How much love is enough to become a human again?

How much love is enough to become a human again....?